butterflies and horses

my tummy is seriously full of butterflies as of late. so many things are happening. so many things to do. so many things to plan.

we were in Tagaytay late this afternoon for a quick last minute-let's-enjoy-the weekend-spur-of-the-moment. Tagaytay is less than 45 minutes away so we were able to enjoy the fresh air just before dark.

while the kids ride their mini version of padicab at the make shift horse/bike park beside taal vista hotel, a horse ran amok! as in it was running crazy and almost run over my kids. Ren was over my kids (literally) as the horse came speeding their direction. buti na lang naka ilag si ren, kung hindi patay sa akin ang bumbay na nakasakay sa horse before it ran wild! Yung bumbay kasi was showing off, hiting the horse really hard so it will ran faster, maybe the horses there are not used to running fast anymore and that kinds of harsh hiting, kaya ayun.

i was shaking as i watch everything from about few yards away. at one point after the incident, this bumbay still rode a horse and was at the bike track, so i told him to get out of the bike track, ganito: "can you please get off this track!", ang sabi, "i'm sorry, why?" me: "because as you can see there are children here, and this is not the track for horses and animals!" sabay irap. che!

lalo tuloy i feel i should never be apart from my kids. what if ren was not there? Rina was so scared she did not let go off me until we were already having dinner (read: pag kainan, nalilimutan nya lahat). I had to explain to Martin what happened. See he does not accept "nothing" for an answer anymore like he used to. He have a lot of whys and hows and more whys.

It's hard explaining things to kids. Lalo na mean things because its hard to explain why people become bad. however, his questions need answers and that he should also learn that this is not a perfect world.